..............And pretend that Russia somehow has a real deal in "making minerals," and producing Uranium and smart defenses through me. Whatever the motive, and tough economics, I believe it is possible that Russia is responsible for what happened today.
It is hard to decipher my actual surroundings and settings. Could my workplace really be to blame, or is it racketing that is really planned solely for me?
I see the corruption and tricks and cats, but I can't see motives, agendas, and what some people are after.
My highest assumption is someone that I will have to stand up against in a catty way. I hate on people often for their cowardice, but I am being real with my vulnerable reality and predators. He knows who he is; I even lipped words to him. I can see in his position how he could get away with it, but it is still TOTALLY WRONG TO DO.
I know I was being watched. I'm not going to make a comment about the people who know it on the down low.
In either case, even if there was "a good guy," it is embarassing. It is feeling and knowing that there is a large audience that is secret and I am in the dark and being put on the spot.
The guy who was playing cold-blooded dirty was so inappropriate and degrading with a compared objectified language. He definitely was not out to turn me on; he did intentionally try to humiliate me. I had a clever way of fighting back a little with what I was given to work with and said there was a cold war going on between Geico and State Farm and if State Farm was to be taken seriously, than State Farm would have to have the solid, truthful, backed up truth and take it to "Rome" (not in a perverted way but exploited way to bash Geico.
The other guy who was a little more innocent, it was still awkward and embarassing and not something I want to think about or bring up.
I reminded myself of the Amanda Knox trial and hate to go there with sexual harassment, but I think I confused myself more when I brought it up.
~I need an escapable therapy~
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